itsallinurhead

Bleeding Through The Rain I silently walk among the rain. The pounding of my feet is obselete. The only sound is the rain's venture from the sky to the ground. Time plays tricks on my mind, For the images flash before my eyes Of a time when I had nothing to lose...... But you. Thought infinite of when the trust was Shattered before my eyes. I lost my soul,I lost you. I walk with bleeding tears that Now mix with the raindrops so solemnly Falling in every view. There is no meaning in this world, If I am not here with you.

I'm drowning in my own sarrow, where are you when I need you? Where are my real friends, the wall and barriers are being built, and I'm falling to pieces again. Even when I feel happy, it's always in the back of my mind. And I take a pill, it drowns my loneliness for a short time. But when this happiness in a pill form wears off, the pain is always still there, like an unwanted dizzyness, a sicking disease. I look at old pictures, this used to be my best friend, stolen away from me, and I'm falling to pieces once again.

Impersonal and cold Long faces of withered emotion Fabricated fronts not telling who you are Poised upon your precious unknown Deny what everyone is You are the shadows Deceitful and ignorant Eyes of deluted torment Fragile in your shell you lie the pain away Crawling at the feet of Him Wish what you could be You are the shadows That contribute Hypocritical and juvenile Coursing veins of vibrant emotion Black and white in your uncovered self Dying in the pool of cherished cest Regret what you are You are the shadows That contribute To my vision of Cajoled and denied Collapsing lids of tired weight Painted an ugly color